Full-Blown Agony: A Personal Fight With the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a overcast weekday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, attempting to manage a new class, when a sharp pain sprang behind my right eye. This was followed by rapid jolts, reminiscent of electric shocks. As the school day progressed, the pain subsided and then returned with greater force. Multiple times that day I left a colleague with activities and ran to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I took paracetamol, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The attacks appeared frequently that fall, and again in the spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. September and October were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-blown agony in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor eventually referred me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
This condition typically start with intense pain around one eye that lasts for three hours.
About one in 1,000 people suffer by the condition, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Cluster headaches typically start with abrupt, severe pain around one eye that peaks within a short time and continues for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or face perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in seasonal cycles; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the absence of long pain-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the intensity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than bone fractures or pancreatitis. A separate discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the number dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to several triggers, made things more intense. After having sherry at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Support finally came from her father and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.
Still, the failure to plan life around erratic pain took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described throughout history. “The first account of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the subject. They attributed the ailment to an evil spirit who attacked his victims' heads.
Historical healing records propose unusual treatments for what modern experts would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a separate disorder, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more folk remedies.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and disappearing each day at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally recognised by global medical committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel which delivers blood to the head. Prominent experts in treating the disorder explain this.
In the late 1990s, researchers released the findings of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a major medical publication, showed activation of the a brain region, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.
Despite such advances, identification remains delayed. One man's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple operations before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor researched his symptoms.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and managing happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He works by eliminating other common headache disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which side do signs occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain features such as redness, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But many first arrive to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has experienced the condition for most of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She believes the dental profession still need greater awareness. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an bout in 2021; a calm volunteer talked them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack passed.
Official guidelines on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug administered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the bouts of some people.
But leading neurologists argue the guidance need updating to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the cycle dictates the approach.” Brief bouts with occasional episodes are handled with acute therapy only. Longer or more severe bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve signals.
The official guidelines need revising to reflect a